Cause you're a heartbreaker, dream maker.....

Hi. School today was just chill. Nothing too exciting there. Except Art class. Woah Nelly! That class is awesome. I'm so proud of the art that I make. Haha. It's so cool! Like, success in that class just makes me want to succeed more. Corny, but whatevs. :) Daniel didn't come to class today. I didn't see him in PE. Speaking of PE, I can't wait for Friday. We're gonna get our asses whooped! Not literally. But we're gonna work out like no tomorrow! And I'm excited too, cause I need to shed a few pounds. I mean, I'm comfortable in my own skin and whatnot, but I'm not HEALTHY. So, yeah. I need to get my ass working! :)

I straightened my hair today. Man! My hair is sooo long, it's crazy. And right now, I want to eat my face, cause I have a guava fruit mask on. It smells so delicous! Lol. Crazy trick, if you want soft and lighter skin, rub guava fruit on it. It works! Well, to get soft skin. I don't know about getting lighter. But, last night, my mom told me to rub guava on my face, and I'm like, 'WTF'. Hahaha. But then I did, and this morning, my face was sooo soft! It's pretty dang cool. So now, you got a nice tip for your skin from yours truly. :)

Anyway, Dina came to pick us up to take us to Target to get diapers for her kids. Omfg, the ride there was so fun! We had to go to 3 different kinds of Targets. Then, I saw this guy goes to school and takes the same bus as me on the streets, and when we passed him, fucking Dina yells out to him, 'HEY! She knows you!!!'. Omfg. It was sooo embarrassing! Like, I don't even know the guy, and her saying that, he's probably gonna think I like him or something. O_O WHICH I DON'T!! He's so icky. So not my type. And on top of that, he's a fucking douche. No thanks.

Anyway, the ride to the 3 Targets was fun! I kept bumping up my awesome ass songs. Hahaha. And singing like no other. (: I was so embarrassing Dina. It was fun. Karma for her! Hehehe. :D

Btw, the guava fruit facial mask I have on is tightening my skin so bad! I can't smile. I feel like I have botox right now. Lol. Ewie. I look freaky.

Oh my gosh. I need to get MC's new album called 'Memoirs of an Imperfect Angel'. The songs I've heard so far are AMAZING. Will someone please buy me it? *sad puppy face*

Hahaha. Well, ttyal. I gotta do my science HW.

Byeee. <3

I want to know what love is.... <3

Hi. Today was a chill day. We got out early cause of Back to School night, and I got home at around, late 11ish. Helen stayed home again cause she's still sick. Hm, let's see. What's interesting about school today? Well, Daniel is an angel. Hahaha! I don't know. Nothing too juicy about school today, except that I got home early, and I'm not sick anymore. :)

Anyways,

I'm in the mood for love. Isn't everybody is?

It seems like it. I've been listening to 'I Want to Know What Love Is' on repeat all day today. Now the song that's on repeat right now is 'We Belong Together' by Mariah Carey. I want love.

Lalalalalalaaaa.

In my life,

There's been heartache and pain

I don't know, if I can face it again

Can't stop now, I've traveled too far,

To change this lonely life

I want to know what love is,

I want you to show me

I wanna feel what love is,

I know you can show me....

<3

I'm noddin' my head like yeah, movin' my hips like yeah.

Hi. Today is Monday. 'Monday Run Day' as my PE teacher would like to say it. Omfg. He made us run like crazy! And I was sweating like a pig in a sauna in front of Daniel. Lmao. So unattractive. But anyway, today was just a chill day. When I got home today, Linda and George was there, and we went to Souplantation, then the mall. It was fun, until I needed to shit real bad at Payless. LOL! So we went home, and I took a nice Number 2. :) Okay, that was disgusting.

I just saw a preview for a movie called 'Precious' and I really, really, really, really wanna watch it. I know it's a gonna be an amazing movie. It's about this big black girl, and her name is Precious, and she's abused by her mom, and she's 16, and pregnant with her second child. Mariah Carey is in that movie, but it's incredible, because the movie made her turn into this kind of, bland, non glamorous, no makeup wearing social worker. The complete opposite of what she is in real life. Haha. But yeah, it's gonna be an amazing movie.

Hmm, there was something I wanted to say too, but I totally forgot. Oh yeah, tomorrow, and Tuesday we get out early. :) Yippie! Okay, that's not exactly what I wanted to talk about, but when I think about it, I'll write another blog that's really.

I'm gonna go do HW now. Byeeeeee. <3

Btw, the tagline for the 'Precious' movie is,

Life is hard. Life is short. Life is painful. Life is rich. Life is....Precious.

So true. OMFG, I can't wait to watch it.

Such a beautiful weekend. :D

Hi. Omg, so today was a GREAT day! Like, just fucking wonderful. :) Last night was really fun too. It's so much fun to spend time with your best friend when you haven't seen her in like, FOREVER! It was just fab to see Lyza(: Anyway, today I woke up at exactly 9:00, and I slept great. Lyza slept on the floor, cause it was hella hot in my room, and if she slept on the bed with me, we will surely overheat in two seconds. Haha. She slept good too, so that's nice. When I woke up, Lyza was still sleeping, so I went downstairs to eat Asian Porridge, which was delicious. I watched The Hills, and later on, Lyza and Helen came downstairs, where we continued to watch The Hills. Then, later on, I got ready at like 2, cause my parents said they were taking us to buy perfume, which yesterday we didn't get to do. So, we got ready, and we thought that my parents weren't gonna go, so I kinda got mad and irritated. But it turns out they were gonna go, and while waiting, I made food. :D Haha.

So we get to Lakewood Mall, and we go straight to Macy's. I saw the shelf with all the Mariah Carey perfumes, and I'm like, 'YES!!!! THEY HAVE IT!'. I didn't want to look too excited, cause Lyza might think I'm hella weird to get excited over perfume. Lol. The 3 piece set box I have is for the 'Luscious Pink' perfume. It came with the perfume bottle, a body lotion, and this body glitter brush thing, that smells like the perfume. It's AHHHHH-MAZING. I'm telling you. I personally thought the first perfume by Mariah, called 'M', was too strong, but 'Luscious Pink' was PERFECT! Like, if I had to describe myself through a perfume, 'Luscious Pink' will be the perfect example. It's pink, it's girly, it's beautiful, it's fresh. It's just perfect. :) The box was $68, and I thought it wasn't bad at all. Plus, I had $30, so I payed half of it. My mom was okay with it too. (: And I got a gift from buying it too! The gift was a black patent leather purse, and it's so cute! I've been wanting a black bag for everyday use for a while, so this was perfect. Wow, I notice I'm saying 'perfect' alot. Haha. Oh well.

On the other hand, Helen got the perfume, 'Very Hollywood' by Michael Kors (which, btw, in my first blog, I said it was 'Very Hollywood' by Marc Jacobs, but it's not). She was so happy. At first, she thought they didn't have any, but she found it. She got the small size bottle. But if she should've got the biggest bottle, because the lady said it was two of the small bottles in one. Plus, if you get the biggest bottle, you get a free keychain and bag. But, it was $85 for the big one. When we went to the cash register, the lady asked my mom if she wanted to apply for a Macy's card, and if she did do it, she would get 20% off all the things she buy. My mom was concerned and everything, but after explaining to her, she wanted to do it. But to apply for one, you needed a California ID, and some kind of bank card. My mom didn't have one, so they just asked for a Costco card or something. My dad had it, so me and Lyza have to walk all the way to the car, cause my dad was staying there. Then, when we get to his car, he said no. -_- Me and Lyza walked all the way to his car, to get a weird explanation why he doesn't want to sign in. Haha. So, my mom had to pay full price, (which she didn't mind). But, if she had the card, she would've saved 30 bucks. After we bought the perfume, we went walking around a bit. We went into Hallmark's and Bath & Body Works. That place is awesome! I never really been in there, and it's so cool. Haha. I think my mom liked that place too.

Then we got home, and ate. We just chilled and watched TV. Then I went upstairs to go online, and when I was about to go back downstairs, Lyza said she was going home! :( When she left, she was such a sweetheart, she thanked my mom and said bye to my scary dad. :D So I walked with her to her car, cause I wanted to see her mom! I miss her. (: She's so nice. I love her. She made my night! Well, so did Lyza, but Auntie Karen was the cherry on top. Lmao. I'm so gay. Then I hugged Lyza goodbye, and she said she wasn't coming again till' next month. How sad! I miss her already. I can't wait till' she comes back. <33

Well, I'm gonna go get ready for bed now. School tomorrow. I don't think I'm gonna go to PE. I do not need to be sweating in front of Daniel! Haha.

Okay, byeee. <3

Party in the USA!

Hi. My day today was pretty chill. :) Frida slept over in my room, and it was like, so hot. After that, Linda and George came over and bought Taco Bell, blah blah blah. Then freaking Dina came and asked me to watch her kids, and this all happened at around 2:30 or so. She said she was gonna be gone for like only an hour or two. Well, guess what? It's fucking 6:47 right now. I hate it when she does that! And she doesn't even pay me. Jeeez. She better come soon. Watching the kids was kinda horrible. They're little monsters. I swear, especially Darren, the youngest one. He's so crazy!!! He drives me insane, but at the same time, he can be a sweetheart. Same thing with Ryan. But he's very violent. Then Lyza came over! :) Poor thing was having mood swings. Haha. Crazy ones. Then Linda came over to drop off my NUTS and Jack in the Box. I shared it with Lyza.

We're taking pictures, and it's funners. :D

Lyza is crazy.

BYE.

Go RAMS!!!

Hi. Okay, let me start off by saying, T.G.I.F.! It's been such a long week, and I am so looking forward to the weekend. (: Anyway, so today is supposedly a 'big' game. It's Millikan vs. Fountain Valley, and I really wanna go! Like, seriously. It sounds odd, but I love our football team, and I hope they win! And my friend Lupe is gonna be performing there. She's in this thing, I don't even know what it's called. But on Fridays she wears her cute uniform. It looks like a cheerleader uniform, but a little different. She looks so cute in it! :D

Alrighty, today has been good. Really good. Biology was fun, like usual. English was okay. Omg, I had to work with this chick name Rebecca, and she's so weird! Somewhat annoying too. Her sister name is Scottrida or some shit like that, and let me tell. The bitch is creepy. Lmao. She looks like a man. Sounds mean, but if you knew how annoying she was, you'll get me. Okay, back on to Rebecca, (not my friend, the weird chick) I had to work with her on a poem, and she won't let me fucking work! Every time I put my pencil to my paper to write something, she asks me a question. So irritating. And she 'cuts' herself. How pathetic. Haha. Emos are by far the most retarded thing ever. Useless to the world. I'm not calling her an emo, but her attempt to be one was RETARDED. She's all into like, My Chemical Romance, and me being the huge fan I was, I asked her a few questions about them, and she didn't even know most of them. She didn't even know who Ray Toro was! Wtf. So dumb. Anyway, so that was English. Math class was okay too. My teacher kept talking about football and crap. Haha. Anyway, I still like Daniel, but I don't think it's gonna last very long. He's so cute, but not worth it. Like I said, I'm not going overboard with this one. So, I'm gonna just

not pay attention to him much.

Omfg. Guess what?? My ex and I have been talking on MySpace for a few days now. He's been telling

me what's new about him and what not, and he's in the football team (which he invited me to watch him play in October), etc. His name is Shane, and him and I have dated in the beginning of eighth grade year, which was last year in 2008. He was one year younger than me. Maybe that explained why we only lasted a couple of weeks or so, because I didn't feel that true, special connection. So, he sent me a message today, asking for my cell phone number. I told him I don't have a cell phone, whatever. Then he asks me if I'm single. O_o I just replied to that message today, and he usually take a while to answer back. But I have a pretty BIG feeling he's gonna ask me out again. -_- I don't know..... I don't think I should go out with him. If there wasn't a connection before, there wouldn't be one now. I mean, I do miss him, I really do, but I don't see him like that anymore. I feel really bad and I don't know what to tell him. Why did he have to ask me now when I'm focusing on school and all the other important things? It's just wrong timing, and I don't know how to tell him that. :(

*sighs* I guess I'll have to see what his reply is to the next message...

It's gonna be awkward.

Okay, well ttyl.

This is getting long.

Byeee. <3

Got to be good looking, cause he's so hard to see.

Hi. So, today is Thursday, and I finally went to school. First, I had to go with my parents to take Helen to school, dropped off my mom at work, then went to the doctor with my dad. And this all happened around 8. Omfg, when I got there, I swear, I was the only person there that was 40 years and younger. Seriously! EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THE PATIENTS were at least 40 and older. It was quite weird. Anyway, I waited until 9, then I got called it, blah blah blah. Then, some more waiting, until my doctor came in. I asked her to give me a pass for PE and what not. That took until 10. I hate doctor offices. It takes so fucking long.

Anyway, so I get to school, and I go straight to PE, excited to see Daniel. :) And sure enough, he was the FIRST person I see when I went through the door of the small gym. 'HOT DAMN. This young man is so stinkin' attractive', was my first thought. Haha. I was watching him do pushups too. It was very hot. I imagined I was under him, as he was grunting pushing up and down. :D Hey, I'm only human. Well, a human who happens to have a very naughty mind at the age of 15. It was so hot in there. And I kept seeing Daniel sneak little peeks at me while he was working out. Mmmmmm. So yummy. (: Yeeeeeeeah. Then Mr. Fredericksen called me over to take track of the thingy. After PE was over, I walked back to the locker room with Danielle. She's a new friend that I made, and oh my. This girl is a freaking SWEETHEART! I'm not even kidding. She's adorable too! Okay, so that wraps up my PE period.

Lunch was fun, I was so excited to see everyone! I missed them so much. :D Yes, even Bernardino. He can be a butthole sometimes, but he's a really cool, nice dude. After lunch, I had History, and it was whatever. Nothing too special there.

OMFG! I'm feeling so much better! The good thing about my body is that, when I get sick, it usually get

better, and better each day. So I think tomorrow, I'm gonna be good. Then Saturday, off to the mall we go to get our perfumes! Lol. How exciting. For me, anyway.

I'm listening to 'Come Together' by The Beatles and omg. What an amazing song. It has this somewhat bluesy, sex appeal to it. It's a very sexy song. I really like it.

Okay. I think I'm done.

Ttyl.

Oh btw, I'll probably get into a habit of writing this like, everyday, but if I stop for some reason one day, I'll most likely won't come back to blogging for quite a while.

Okay. Bye<3

Unlimited bitchiness at the moment.

Hi. I'm sick as fuck, and have nothing to do, so I'ma write random things nobody will read, unless you are bored as well.

Have you ever had the feeling where you love or hate something so much, you get lost within yourself and don't know what to do?

There's this guy... and he unfortunately caught my eyes. I'm not gonna even bother to fucking go overboard with this one. It's not worth it. I'm gonna be smart this time. Well, having a crush on a guy that you practically see everyday in your class isn't so bad. It makes school a lot more fun, and makes me look forward to school more. (;

His name is Daniel. He played on the football team last year. I don't think he's playing on the team this year, cause he's in my PE class. Speaking of classes, I have him for Algebra, English, and PE. I have only 6 classes, so he's in half of them. :D Goodness, I had him last year in Health as well, and I always thought he was very attractive, but he just didn't caught on to me. Oh my gosh, I remember when he used to have big, curly hair that poofs out his head. It was very cute. You know what I realized? I'm very interested and attracted to football players. I like my men nice and beefy and STRONG. :] For some reason, I think they're better in bed than skinny dudes, (not that I've slept with anyone, I'm still a virgin for goodness sakes). Anyway, I'm listening to 'Fantasy' by Mariah Carey at the moment, and it reminds me when I liked fucking douchebag Greg. How sad was it that my mind allowed me to even start liking this sad human being?! It's horrible. Oh jeez, and that brings me to James. OH LORD. I don't know where to begin with this one. Let's just say, I can't stand looking at him anymore, and now he has a girlfriend, and tried to make me jealous. It wasn't like, an in-your-face jealousy, but the one that, you know in their damn mind they're trying to get you to come over and get all catty cause I'm not the one walking around holding his hand. Bitch please. :) But I thank him for doing that. I'm very flattered by his failure move.

AAAAAANYWAY. Enough about dumb dicks.

I'm doing so well in school! I got an A+ in English, and an A in Biology! My mom is taking me and my little sister Helen to Macy's on Saturday to get our perfume. Sounds weird, right? Well, there's this perfume I've always wanted and it's called 'Luscious Pink' by Mariah Carey, and knowing that perfume can be a bit pricey, I told my mom to buy me it, the moment I saw that I had an A+ on Schoolloop. Plus, my mom thinks it's weird that for a reward, I want perfume. Lol. Helen's getting 'Very Hollywood'

by Marc Jacobs, since she got an A+ in one of her classes too. It smells so good! Like, it makes you wanna skip around in a field and sing 'Strawberry

Fields Forever'. Haahahaha!

Okay, I think I'm done. I might go take a nap.

Byeee. :D