Halloween tomorrow!!

I feel bad that I don't really update this a lot anymore. But I'm doing it now, so it's all good. :D

Yesterday, I didn't go to school because I wanted to feel a lot better before returning to school. That day was fun. First, Linda took my mom and I to the doctors, and that went well, because it was so short. Usually it takes like, fucking 3 hours in total to get done. Then after that, we went to the store. We bought food, etc. And there was this white man there, just like, looking and touching everything. It was weird as hell. Oh, and did I mention that it's an Asian store? Lol. But anyway, I just bought a big orange Gatorade, and chips and Gatorade also for Helen. Then after that, we went to get gas, and I asked my mom if she wanted to come to Goodwill with us so I can find a good outfit for my costume. She said she had to go home and make pho, so I asked for money and she gave me only seven bucks. -_- Then me and Linda dropped my mom off at home and off we went to Goodwill.

We get there, and I start looking at the dresses first. None of them were clearly my size, so after browsing a few racks, I became somewhat bored, because I couldn't find anything for me. But I did find a few things that were good for Helen, but too bad she was at school that day. Then I was looking at the sweatshirt racks, and I found this 3XL sweater. Lol! The thing was HUGE, but then I told Linda I would just wear it off on what shoulder, and wear tights and what not. The shirt was $5.00, which means, if I buy it, I would have only 3 bucks left. And the shoes were definitely not 3 bucks. So, I decided to look for a belt instead. I found a great belt, and all of them were 3 bucks. The bad news is that, I couldn't get a belt AND my sweater, because I wouldn't have enough. So, I just ended up getting only the sweater.

When I got home, I didn't show my mom, cause she'd be like, 'WTF DID YOU BUY THIS FOR?!'. Lol. She wouldn't understand my costume unless I had it on all together. Anyway, so my sister Dina and the kids came over. Then Dina left to go get Frida. :) That day was fun. I was just a little sick.

When Frida came, my dad called and asked Linda to go pick up Helen, since he wouldn't be able to make it there. (Btw, this was all bullshit, cause after we picked up Helen, he came to pick up my mom and said there was work still left over. Anyway, bottom line, how the hell could there be leftover work if he was at work all day?! Or maybe he wasn't at work, and maybe secretly works part time at a gay strip club.... :D) So me, Frida, and Linda get to Helen's school and just waited until Helen came out. After that, we went to Ralph's to get me something to drink. Blah, blah, blah. We got home home and at pho. End of that day's story.

So today, is the day before Halloween. I know that story above was way back from Tuesday, but I got lazy and never finished the story. I feel bad that I don't update often anymore.

Anyway, I'm gonna be an 80's chick for Halloween. If that doesn't work out, I'll be a bum. :) Lol. I wanna see my mom's reaction to that. I don't know what Helen would be though. She hasn't told me.

And today was just a chill day.

Sorry, this blog is like, all scattered around, but whatever.

Okay, peace<3

*For sure there would be a blog on Sunday. (:

:D

I'm getting a lot better. I'm not as weak anymore. I hate having the cold. It's stupid. Ha. But anyway, I slept great last night. I watched Twilight, and I guess that put me to sleep. Cause I had a dream about it. :)

Yesterday, Dina, Helen and I went to Target in Bellflower and K-Mart. It was fun, but I wasn't feeling so good. I tried to ignore my sickness, but that didn't work very well.

Anyway, today we're going to Frida's house to watch Paranormal Activity! I'm excited. Everyone has been talking about it. Frida said that when she watched it, she hasn't slept until 10:30 in the morning! Lmao. Frida is FUNNAY. :]

Alrights, I have to get ready.

Bye. <3

He may be your father, but he sure ain't a dad.

Hi. Man, I know I haven't updated in a while. I've been really super sick for the past two days. It's the worse I've ever been sick. Like, today, I woke up at around 3 in the morning, and I swear, I think I was about to have a seizure. Well, I don't know if it exactly was, but it seemed like something was fucking with my mind. It felt like someone was shaking me violently and I couldn't really breathe, and I felt like throwing up. It was fucking scary. So, after that, I was scared to go back to bed, so I went online for like 2 hours, before going back to bed. And omg. My whole body aches like hell. I don't know if it was from working my ass off when I was swimming in PE, or if it was just the fever I had. But, especially my calves, lower back, and stomach area aches real bad. And whenever I walk, I get really, really dizzy, and I stumble. But, I got a little better, and hopefully I can go back to school on Monday.

Anyway,

So how is everyone? Life right now is chill, except that I feel like a zombie. I'm soo craving to go to a show. I don't know any bands on tour right now. I feel really bad about not seeing any of my favorite bands or artists while they are on tour, because to me, when you go to someone's concert, you're thanking them. For the wonderful music they brought to your life, and possibly even changing your life. Music is playing an extra huge role in my life right now, because I always feel better when I'm listening to a good tune. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying I don't feel better if I'm talking to my best friend, or being with my sisters, but it's a different feeling. When I'm talking to Lyza or I'm with my sisters, I feel this warm feeling inside, but when I listen to music, it's this amazing feeling where I just close myself off from the world and focus on me and whoever I'm listening to. :)

Alrighty, new paragraph. Haha. I really want the iPod Touch. I asked my mom if I can get it, and she said maybe next month. She better not be lying! Hahaa. The price ain't that bad either. 200 bucks? That's a heck of a good price. Lol.

Okay, I'm gonna go. I'm getting lazy.

Bye. :]

Yesterday and today.

Hi. Sorry I didn't post anything up yesterday. I didn't really felt like it. But anyway, yesterday I swam for PE. It was fun. The only thing I hate about swimming in PE is, people looking at your toes, having to wear that dumbass swimming cap, and getting ready afterwards. But, other than that, it's fun. (:

And so, today, I didn't go to school, because honestly, I didn't feel like it. Plus, I had to finish my Biology project. That shit is stupid. Uggggggh.

I'm getting bored of just talking about my day. Haha. I'm gonna just talk about random things.

So, I'm gonna talk about music and shiz. (: MAN, I wish I was 50 years old. Cause, that way, I can live through the 70's and 80's, because those are my most favorite era of the 20th century. Everything was so incredible. Especially the music. It's so inspiring. Unlike today's shit music. Well, not ALL of them are shit, just a great amount of them are. It's so sad, like, whatever happened to good music? Like, where did all the good rock bands go? Or the artists? It's disappointing.

Okay, peace.

<3

Love is just a lie, made to make you blue.

Hi. Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I was lazy, and nothing really special has happened lately. I'm still not talking to my dad, and I don't plan to anytime soon. Simple as that.

Anyway, I have tons to do right now. English essay, Art project, Biology project story thing, get my swimming clothes ready, hang my clothes, clean up a little bit, etc. UGGH. I hate Sundays. Haha. Oh well.

So, new subject. I'm sooo into Joan Jett right now. She's fucking amazing. She's hot as hell, bad ass, can sing, and she used to be in The Runaways. How much better can she get?! Lol. It seems like as time goes on, I go back in time, in terms of music. I'm so bored with modern music. It's not like how it used to be. It's sad, but, I guess I have to live with it. Like, why can't rock music now be like how it was in the late 70's and 80's?! That's what frustrates me. Oh, especially when it comes to modern day pop music. It's terrible. Quite sad, too. WHAT HAPPENED TO MUSIC?! Ehh, whatever. Life goes on. Haha.

Man, I know I have something else to say, but I can't think of shit.

When I do, I'll write another blog.

Peace. <3

<3

Every time I feel everyone has their back on me,

I turn to my 'best friends' that I know will never turn me down.

Like, Joan Jett, Mariah Carey, The Runaways, My Chemical Romance, etc.

But, too bad they all live in my MP3.

:)

From rainy, to heat. Wtf?

Hi. So today, is like, normal. It was cold at first, and now it's hot as fuck. Talk about the weather being super bi polar. Lol. Like me. =) Anyway, today was free dress day, and I just wore something simple.

Blah, blah, blah, I'm getting boring.

BYE. :]

P.S. I just might have a crush on Joan Jett. (: She's so sexy, and I ain't a bi and/or lesbian.

Lmao.

Beautiful Disaster.

Hi. I'm sorry I didn't update yesterday. I had the most insane day ever. On my last blog, I talked about my second bus not coming, so I had to stay home, then, okay, long story short, my dumbass fucking 'dad' came home a dick, and now everyone believes he belongs in a mental institution. All I have to say about this monster, is that, you're completely wrong about everything, and just because you're the only man in the family at the moment, doesn't make you king, and NO ONE fucking bows to your feet. Seriously, grow the fuck up already, old man.

I'm sick of him. I can't bear to look at him anymore either. That's why I'm gonna walk to the bus stop every morning now. UGH. Then, that tragedy, believe it or not, brought out one of the best things I could ever ask for. I totally felt so close to my mom after her and I had a talk. We were crying together, and at that moment, I was so thankful to have her. It made me realize how much MORE I should begin to cherish her. I love my mom so much<3

And then, there's another special lady that totally uplifted my night. Lyza. Even though I wasn't talking to her on the phone, and it was just on AIM, I totally felt the sincerity coming through her. She opened up my eyes, made me escape the horror, and somehow, went through my head and made me look at the beautiful side of situations, and life. :) I love you so much. You're not a friend, you're a SISTER. The kind of sister that, in certain situations, I need more than anything. I honestly, and truthfully thank you from the bottom of my heart for being my back bone through every situation.

<3

That day made me see the beautiful side of the bad things. And I will try to continue to think that way for whatever situations life throws at me.

And that's why everything, for surely, happens for a reason.

:)

Like, OMJ! =)

Hi. I know I didn't update it like, yesterday, but yesterday was just a normal day. We were swimming in PE that day, and I didn't swim, cause my finger is still injured. But anyway, yup. Nothing really new, except there's this new chick that's Christina's friend. I think her name is JC. I don't know. Haha. But, she's fucking weird. Since we hang out with Christina, and JC sometimes hangs out with Christina, she 'hangs out' with us too. Lol. I used 'hangs out' like so many times. Anyway, I don't like it when she's with us. She has this like, humongous backpack and she's just so... so.... I don't know, awkward? Haha. Not to be mean or anything, but you know. I know you've experienced it before! When there's a new chick that's a friend of someone you hang out with, and you just thought they were so weird. But yeah. She's a freshman, and our motto in our group is, 'If you don't fit us, get out!'. Lmao. At least in my head it is. (:

Okay, today, I stayed home cause, when my dad dropped me off at the bus stop, the first bus came, and I didn't get on that one, cause it was full, so I decided to just wait for the second one. 30 MINUTES LATER, I realized it wasn't coming, so I had to walk home, and tell my parents. My dad suggested to take me to school, but I haven't studied for the big test tomorrow, so I decided to just stay home and study. Turns out, it's not really a good idea to put a laptop or computer in the same room as me, cause I will definitely get distracted, cause here I am, blogging, and MySpacing, while I'm supposed to be studying. Lol. Whatever. I'm gonna study later.

Jeez, I'm so excited for The Runaways movie coming out next year. I know I mention it like, 2349203509854 times, but I can't help it!! The Runaways is an AMAZING band, and I am so thankful I discovered it. Their music brings out the kinda 'rebellious' side to me. LOL! I know, wtf, right? Haha. But listening to them makes me feel like a teenager. Well, I am, but like, a TRUE teenager, you know? It's just awesome. They're already one of my top favorite bands, and I've listened to them for such a short amount of time. That really says something. I'm usually really picky with music I listen to, that's why I only listen to a certain amount of bands, and theirs just completely captivated me. Every time I think about their breakup, it makes me sad, cause I just want them to continue to be the amazing all girls band that they used to be in the 70's. But, Sandy West passed away, so it won't really be the same. Okay, I'm gonna stop now. Hahah. It's making me sad. :(

I'll probably, but not really likely, be blogging again tonight.

Bye. <3

Confrontation/2012/The Runaways movie.

Hi. I know I didn't blog last night, but whatever. I was sorta busy and wasn't in the mood to blog.

Yummy yummy pickles.

Hi. Man, my fucking pinky is so swollen and it's purple.

I'm gonna finish this tomorrow.

I'm going to bed.

Good night<3

P.S. I seriously can't wait till' The Runaways come out. I'm pissing myself with excitement!!!!!!!!

Home early/Update from yesterday.

Hi. I know I didn't blog yesterday, but it was because I was on my computer, the one in my room, and that one is so fucking slow, I didn't even bother to go on other websites beside School Loop and MySpace, of course. ;) But yeah, yesterday was a whatever day. I stayed in my room all day, cause I'm still not talk to Helen. I may be immature at times, but whatever. I don't care what you think. Anyway, all my grades were on School Loop, and I got 3 A's, 1 B, 1, C+ and an F. I have an F in Algebra because I failed the test. I have to raise it up. And I have to get my C+ in History to at least a B, cause I'm missing a few HWs. So yeah, that was yesterday.

Today, however, was freaking awesome until PE. I was sitting on the floor, with my arms behind my back, because I was just done doing this exercising thing. My arms were supporting me from the back, you know? Okay, then this fucking fatass, hideous ogre guy behind me, like, I guess he was laying down or something, and as he got up, his fucking foot kicked my pinky, cause my hands were next to his ugly feet. Then, that's when the pain struck me. It hurt like fuck! And I'm like, 'Wtf is that pain?', then I look at my pinky on my left arm, and it's bright red, and the bone looked misplaced. I was freaking out, cause not only did it hurt like hell, but it didn't look right. Then I was like, 'Man! You totally fucked up my pinky!'. Then he's like, 'Oh sorry', like a fucking retard. How rude and classless. I at least though he would sincerely apologize to me, and checked to see if I was okay, but NO. His uglyass just turned around and acted like nothing happened. I was soo pissed, I really wanted to cry, not only cause of this fucking dick, but it hurted so bad. I think it's broken, cause the bone looks misplaced. Then my teacher sent me to the nurse, and the nurse was nice to me. Other times she's just a bitch. Lol. But anyway, then I got sent home at lunch, and my dad came to pick me up at around 11:10ish. Then we went to Food 4 Less where my dad bought me this finger thingy, for broken fingers. Lol. It looks so funny! It's all like huge on my pinky. Hahahaha.

So, after writing that paragraph, my dad called me to go to the doctors, and I did, and guess what? We get there at like, 1, and it didn't open till' 2:00. -_- We were an hour early. So, I came back home, and I'm continuing to blog. :)

Anyway, back to the story. My pinky hurt soo bad! It's swollen too. And you know what else is bad? We swim on Monday. -_- UGGGGGGGGGGGGH. I hate PE.

Okay, ttyl. I'll probably write another blog later, cause I know there was a few things I was missing.

Bye<3

We're the Queens of Noise.

Hi. Today was a goood day. (: It was fun. But Daniel didn't come to school today. It's okay, though. Cause I see him tomorrow! Haha. PE was crazy, I did so many pushups, I was scared for my life, cause my teacher kept watching us to see if we were doing it right. Lol. But in the end, I got it. And yeeeeah.

Okay, so when I got home, I had a nice time by myself. I was singing loud and having fun, until the ugly Ogre came home. (Helen). Bitch is such a drama queen. Well, I guess it's cause she finally started her period. But yeah, she got soooooo freaking mad at me cause I ate all the chips. HOW DUMB IS THAT?! What a retard. She act like she haven't ate all month or something. I'm like, 'Bitch, you can survive off your fat for now.' Plus, we had other food, and she was making a huge fucking deal. Omfg. So dumb. So I got mad too, and went upstairs and sang my heart out. :D

Anyway, I'm so into The Runaways lately. They're an amazing band. They truly are. Maybe I'm obsessing over them now, because I've been basically listening to the same kind of music, over and over, and over. I needed something new, and thank god I stumbled upon the song 'Cherry Bomb'. That song is so catchy, so young, and has so much energy to it. Considering it was a 70's song, it surprises me. Lol. Anyway, yeah. I'm sooooooooooooooooooo FUCKING EXCITED FOR THE MOVIE!!!! Too bad it doesn't come out till' next year. Haha.

Here's a new picture I found:

The blonde one is Cherie Currie (played by Dakota Fanning),

The one with black hair wearing a red shirt and leather pants is Joan Jett (Kristen Stewart),

And the one with long red hair is Lita Ford (Scout Taylor-Compton)

The other two are Sandy West and Robin. :)

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPP!

I'm sooo excited. (:

Okay, I'm gonna go do HW now.

Good night<3

Hey, look! It's a full moon. :D

Hi. So, I was supposed to update this last night, but I came home late, and had to do my homework, and I was busy. So I'm gonna update that on this blog, and about my day today too. Alright. So, yesterday, Frida came to my house at like nine in the morning to pick up Kaylyn. Then later on in the day, I went to the mall with my sisters and George. It was really fun. We went to the Dollar Bookstore, and I bought 2 romantic books. I'm very eager to read them. Anyway, while we were on our way to Target, we saw the thing to sign up to win a five thousand dollar shopping spree, and Linda and George found a phone there. The phone's background has an old man that looks like a detective. LOL! It was sooo funny. So yeah, we get to Target, but Dina didn't really find anything she wanted. She then decided she wanted to look for anklets and then we went to the mall to go to the store Icing, and Amuse. Afterwards we went to get a bite, and the fucking Food Court at Lakewood Mall was hella crowded! We had to circle the whole place to find a table. And finally we found a table outside. Blah, blah, blah. Fast forward to when we went to Frida's house. Omg! That was sooo fun! I became suddenly hyper all of a sudden. Hahaha. I completely made a fool out of myself, but that's alrighty. :D

Okay, so today, school was pretty chill. I missed Daniel. I was happy to see him during Nutrition. It was fantastic. (: But yeeah. When I came home, Frida came over with Kaylyn. Then we went to Lisa's house, and came over again. That's where I'm writing this blog. Lol. I'm not home right now, although I need to get home and do my history HW. But whatevs. I think I can do it real quick before I go to bed. Alrighty, I don't really know what else to say, so goodbye for now.

<3

Just a quick post.....

OMFG! I can't wait till' the movie The Runaways is gonna be in theaters!!! Like, seriously. It's gonna be some kick ass, all-girls band AWESOME-TASTIC-NESS. :D

I'm soo excited! Kristen Stewart will be playing Joan Jett, and Dakota Fanning will be playing Cherie Currie, and I don't know the other girls who's gonna be playing Lita Ford, Sandy West and Jackie Fox.

Here's a picture of Kristen Stewart as Joan Jett:

Isn't that like, the most awesomest thing EVER?! Kristen is perfect
for the role. And Dakota Fanning looks

just like Cherie Currie too! Here's a picture:

She looks just like Cherie herself. It's crazy.

I'm soooo freaking EXCITED for this movie. (:

Okay, I'm gonna go shower now.

New blog up tonight. <3

Mama Weer All Crazee Now.

What a night! My day started off okay, but then at night, my nephews and niece came. Golly she's such a handful. She's so spoiled, and when she doesn't get her way, she gets real bratty and starts crying. I don't want a girl when I grow up. Little girls are just too spoiled. Haha. Well, not all. My niece just makes it look like it is.

Anyway, when my mom came home, my sister Dina pointed out that my mom looks young, and so we started complimenting her and what not. Then my dad came downstairs, looking kinda pissed or something, and I guess he got jealous that we were complimenting my mom. LOL! Who does that? I think it's pretty fucking ridiculous and childish. But funny.

I slept for 4 hours today in the afternoon, but now I'm still tired. It's only 11:37, and I still feel tired. I can't wait till' Frida come to pick Kaylyn back up, cause she's been crying. But now, after rocking to The Runaways with me, she's tired and is now asleep. :) I need to pee, but I don't wanna get up, cause I might wake her up.

Anyway, do you guys believe that the world will end on December 21, 2012? I saw the preview for the '2012' movie and it scared the living life out of me. :/

Okay, I'm gonna go to bed. It's late.

Good night<3

Happy Birthday, Mommy! <333

'Hello, daddy, hello mom, I'm your ch-ch-ch-ch CHERRY BOMB!'. Hahaha. I love that song!

Anyway, hi! Today is a chill day. I liked it. But the only thing bad was when I went to PE, I realized I left my PE shorts in the car, and I had to go to OCS. I didn't get to see Daniel much. :/ I miss him. I wish he was mine. I wish he see me the way I see him. Oh jeez, okay, I'm getting a little too emotional. Lol.

Anyway, today is my mom's birthday!! She's turning 50. :O She's getting old. It's crazy. But, I don't think she looks her age. But yeah, I'm gonna make her something. (:

But yeah, I had a dream today, and I won't mention it, cause it's just too insane to even talk about. But all I will say is that, the moment I opened my eyes, tears came out, and I couldn't stop crying. That's how extreme it was.

Alright, I have nothing else to talk about.

Peace. <3

Cheers for success.

Hi. I think that I start out all my blogs the same, everyday. "Hi. Today at school was yadda, yadda, yadda....". It sounds boring. But I don't know how else to start it. Haha. But yeah, school today was cool. In Algebra, Daniel fixed my calculator for me. :) How nice of him. It's not a big gesture, but hey, it made my day. I don't want to like him as much as I do. It's crazy. I think I'm a foolish teen who's crazy about love. Maybe I'm craving it so much, because it's all around me, and I want to know what it is so badly. Yeah, it makes me sad, but on the other hand, I'm kind of glad I'm not like the teen chicks at my school getting hurt and letting relationships ruin their school life. I mean, for me, I know I can juggle relationships, school, family, friends, etc. I know how to multitask. But, I'm just really, really, really afraid of getting hurt. I know the feeling, but it's not the real thing.

UGH. Enough about love. School is great. If I knew how success was such an amazing feeling, I wouldn't have fucked up so much last year. I have really, really, really good grades so far. It's quite surreal. I never been motivated and into school like this in such a long time.

Okay, I'm gonna go color. :) This is a short blog, but whatever. I'm tired.

Ttyal<3