Go RAMS!!!

Hi. Okay, let me start off by saying, T.G.I.F.! It's been such a long week, and I am so looking forward to the weekend. (: Anyway, so today is supposedly a 'big' game. It's Millikan vs. Fountain Valley, and I really wanna go! Like, seriously. It sounds odd, but I love our football team, and I hope they win! And my friend Lupe is gonna be performing there. She's in this thing, I don't even know what it's called. But on Fridays she wears her cute uniform. It looks like a cheerleader uniform, but a little different. She looks so cute in it! :D

Alrighty, today has been good. Really good. Biology was fun, like usual. English was okay. Omg, I had to work with this chick name Rebecca, and she's so weird! Somewhat annoying too. Her sister name is Scottrida or some shit like that, and let me tell. The bitch is creepy. Lmao. She looks like a man. Sounds mean, but if you knew how annoying she was, you'll get me. Okay, back on to Rebecca, (not my friend, the weird chick) I had to work with her on a poem, and she won't let me fucking work! Every time I put my pencil to my paper to write something, she asks me a question. So irritating. And she 'cuts' herself. How pathetic. Haha. Emos are by far the most retarded thing ever. Useless to the world. I'm not calling her an emo, but her attempt to be one was RETARDED. She's all into like, My Chemical Romance, and me being the huge fan I was, I asked her a few questions about them, and she didn't even know most of them. She didn't even know who Ray Toro was! Wtf. So dumb. Anyway, so that was English. Math class was okay too. My teacher kept talking about football and crap. Haha. Anyway, I still like Daniel, but I don't think it's gonna last very long. He's so cute, but not worth it. Like I said, I'm not going overboard with this one. So, I'm gonna just

not pay attention to him much.

Omfg. Guess what?? My ex and I have been talking on MySpace for a few days now. He's been telling

me what's new about him and what not, and he's in the football team (which he invited me to watch him play in October), etc. His name is Shane, and him and I have dated in the beginning of eighth grade year, which was last year in 2008. He was one year younger than me. Maybe that explained why we only lasted a couple of weeks or so, because I didn't feel that true, special connection. So, he sent me a message today, asking for my cell phone number. I told him I don't have a cell phone, whatever. Then he asks me if I'm single. O_o I just replied to that message today, and he usually take a while to answer back. But I have a pretty BIG feeling he's gonna ask me out again. -_- I don't know..... I don't think I should go out with him. If there wasn't a connection before, there wouldn't be one now. I mean, I do miss him, I really do, but I don't see him like that anymore. I feel really bad and I don't know what to tell him. Why did he have to ask me now when I'm focusing on school and all the other important things? It's just wrong timing, and I don't know how to tell him that. :(

*sighs* I guess I'll have to see what his reply is to the next message...

It's gonna be awkward.

Okay, well ttyl.

This is getting long.

Byeee. <3