Beautiful Disaster.

Hi. I'm sorry I didn't update yesterday. I had the most insane day ever. On my last blog, I talked about my second bus not coming, so I had to stay home, then, okay, long story short, my dumbass fucking 'dad' came home a dick, and now everyone believes he belongs in a mental institution. All I have to say about this monster, is that, you're completely wrong about everything, and just because you're the only man in the family at the moment, doesn't make you king, and NO ONE fucking bows to your feet. Seriously, grow the fuck up already, old man.

I'm sick of him. I can't bear to look at him anymore either. That's why I'm gonna walk to the bus stop every morning now. UGH. Then, that tragedy, believe it or not, brought out one of the best things I could ever ask for. I totally felt so close to my mom after her and I had a talk. We were crying together, and at that moment, I was so thankful to have her. It made me realize how much MORE I should begin to cherish her. I love my mom so much<3

And then, there's another special lady that totally uplifted my night. Lyza. Even though I wasn't talking to her on the phone, and it was just on AIM, I totally felt the sincerity coming through her. She opened up my eyes, made me escape the horror, and somehow, went through my head and made me look at the beautiful side of situations, and life. :) I love you so much. You're not a friend, you're a SISTER. The kind of sister that, in certain situations, I need more than anything. I honestly, and truthfully thank you from the bottom of my heart for being my back bone through every situation.

<3

That day made me see the beautiful side of the bad things. And I will try to continue to think that way for whatever situations life throws at me.

And that's why everything, for surely, happens for a reason.

:)