Hi, you. You as in person reading this. :) I'm so bored, so I'm just gonna write what I feel like. Cause usually when I blog, I always feel the need to write everything in order, and requires a lot of thinking. Lol. And I'm too lazy for that. So, I'm gonna write whatever comes across my mind, which is the movie, The Notebook. Let me tell you, I am in LOVE. This is an incredible movie. Almost as incredible as Titanic. Basically, I think the movie is quite similar. You got, Noah from The Notebook, and Jack from Titanic, who's the poor guys going after a rich, upper class girl. And, the young girls mothers aren't letting them see the guys. And the setting is in the early 1900s. AND, towards the end, death gets involved with the characters. But, oh well. Both are incredible, so I'm not complaining. :) But, I do have to say, although I love Titanic, and it's my all time favorite movie, The Notebook had me bawling my eyes out. And, of course, I cried to Titanic too, but omg. The Notebook affected me a lot more, cause it was about teenage romance-ish? Haha. But, that definitely, made me think about myself. I mean, the thought of a summer romance, and falling deeply in love at a young age, really makes me sad, cause I don't have that. And, probably one in every three girls at my school is in a relationship. I feel almost left out, cause, here I am, blogging (which like, barely anybody my age does) and I don't have anything else to do in my life. Except, go to school, come home, go online, sleep, eat, etc. All the same routines over and over. I need something new. I need to find a guy, so I can share these things with. I mean, I have all my close girlfriends, but I've literally been around girls all my life, and I need a male figure to be part of it. There's definitely been those nights, where I'm hugging my pillow tight to, imagining there's someone there to hug me back. And, it's not like, I have super low self esteem or anything. I just need someone there, and share a relationship with. Also, I don't understand why I can't get guys. I mean, most likely, it's cause of my weight, but personally, I think I'm really pretty for a chubby girl. Maybe, some guys who see me, may think I am pretty, but it's my weight that's stopping them for thinking I'm attractive, you know? It's sad, but my day and guy would come along. I know it will.
Ugh.
Okay. I'm gonna finish this probably like, in a thousand days. Haha.
Peace. <3
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