Hi. *sigh* So, where do we begin? I hate it when, one moment of my life is fantastic, and everything's dandy, then it all goes down hill. Then it's back to everything being fantastic. Well, scratch that. I don't hate it, it's just really hard to keep up with. But anyway, yeah. Like, you know how I said I like this guy name Jay, right? Well, I still do, but, I'm telling myself I can't anymore. Cause I don't wanna suffer a heartache cause of him, and fooling myself into thinking he likes me. It's always the same story, and it just hurts. I always feel like a failure. But, eh. What the hell can I do? I can't do anything. I just have to live with it.
And, on top of that, I miss Lyza more than anything. I just miss her voice, her smile, everything. It sucks so much that she lives in another city. And, I feel bad too, cause I don't call her, or go on AIM, because I either forget, or I'm too tired. It sucks, dude. Hopefully, during Winter Break, we can hang out. Even though she made new friends, and I've made new friends, I still see her as my number one best friend. I'm so thankful to have her, and she's thankful to have me. You see, nothing is ever perfect. We have this great friendship, but what's wrong is that, she lives in another city, and doesn't come down here often. It sucks. But, like my stupid love life, I have to deal with, and live on to know that, I'll be happy in the end. I'm just going through rough patches.
So yeah. That's what I wanted to write, since it's been in my mind for the past few days, that really brought my emotions down.
Alright. I'm gonna go.
Ttyl. <3
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